Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Happy Wednesday! =)

Today is a great day! I had the time to think about this song I'm writing...I had one more verse I needed to complete...No pressure because I'm a natural..LOL jk but yes, I'm finally done. I actually think I already have a melody for the song....but it's still a working progress. Enjoy!


Bittersweet Misery


By: Rose Xiong



Verse 1

Take a walk with me

You said

After our fight you kissed me

To replace

Your evil ways

Only messes with my head,

Telling me, “You can leave,

There’s another one for me.

I open the door Slowly, I’m lonely

Only to hear you tell me

“Baby don’t leave me”



Chorus

You can give me the world,

It won’t matter

You can love me, but selfishly

I will falter

I wish we can press rewind

To find wisdom before the crime

Creating unforgettable history

Baby

We are in Bittersweet Misery





Verse 2

I can’t wait to see you

Then again,

I want to leave you

In the Rain.

The pain

I’ve devoured in this hour

Leaves me

Emotional

Like a Roller coaster

Baby, There’s no use in

Debating Old news

Only to hear the same conclusion

Makes positivity an illusion

Chorus

Monday, February 15, 2010

I'm Dreading Monday! But I have something to Share!

Presidents Day! Almost the whole world is off today..lol....had to wake up Super Early today and was dreading every minute of it. =(

Its now 4:11...almost time to go home but before i go...i want to post the new song I wrote. Its a bit personal but I just wanted to Share it. I'm not done yet...because i need one more verse...but i will update it once completed.



Bittersweet Misery

Verse 1
Take a walk with me
You insisted
After our fight you kissed me
Messed my head up,
By telling me, “You can leave,
There’s another one for me.
I open the door Slowly, I’m lonely
Only to hear you tell me
“Baby don’t leave me”

Chorus
You can give me the world,
It won’t matter
You can love me, but selfishly
I will falter
I wish we can press rewind
To find wisdom before the crime
Creating unforgettable history
Baby
We are in Bittersweet Misery

Friday, February 12, 2010

Regular 8 to 5....I need a Career!

Hello all! It's me....Wow what an exhausting week, I am sooooooo Glad its Friday. Sometimes I wish that I can just work part-time, but at the same time i'm tight with cash right now so i need as much money i can humanly work for...sux when the car is more that what you earn. Im happy though, cause I finally got my dream car and everything around me is falling into place. Finally, I can say i made it (halfway)..and hope that I get the momentum going forever. My sister and many others have always told me, dont let anyone ever tell you what to do or tell you you cant do it. Dont ever doubt your self-worth and surround yourself with positive energy. I follow that down to the"T", but theres always that bump you hit along the way. Sometimes it Screws with me, but i always feel Stronger than usual because of my past Bumps...i worked it out then, I can do it now, but Its always easy to give advice but taking the advice is always so much harder because you have to be proactive about it and never try to contradict yourself. How did life get so hard!? Makes me wonder in this growing technological economy - should i start changing my Career? Come to think of it, last week for the Superbowl, my boyfriends Aunt came by the house with her son and husband to hang out for a little. Like all important and inspring conversations I've had in the past, we started talking about the future. She asked me a couple things regarding my current status with school and work. I tell her the usual... graduated then start working and never stopped working since. We then began to Brainstorm about schools and Careers of your choice, and the conversation became more and more insteresting and let me just say....Motivating. She tells me about her career in interiour designing and that its not about the money, its all about what you love to do. Of course you've all heard that before but it never got through to my thick skull or maybe I just wasnt ready for the ride yet lol...so finaly I really got the push that I needed...(dont get me wrong, everyone pushed me to suceede and gave me momentum to keep going). There were many ideas she brought up, Admin for an Architecture firm and Graphic design even interior designing. I love all the ideas because its all linked to one Category which is ART but the one thing I love the most is music and writing poetry. I've already started the writing and singing part, I just need to network myself. I want to give back in music form to the people that inspred me because they have truly given me, insight, love and success. The dream is not far fetched if I keep the train moving....regular 8-5 gets boring but it pays the bills...But I need a Career so my future is set for myself and my family.

I love MUSIC! Keeps me Sane! When i Write, it feels so much Better to be alive! =)